我有些文法不懂..請問哪些人英文好幫我翻譯.謝謝

unfortunately i cannot help the way i feel. that's why i treasure my alone time. no cell phone, no phone calls, no one but me. perhaps it's a kind of anti-social behavior?
i feel bad at times for being selfish, yet there are times i feel i'm entitled to it.
ultimately it comes to 3 choices of life. unhappy life (hatred, stress, deceit, guilt) or bland life (blah blah blah), or happy life
i think my choices have so far been acceptable to me.